Surprised

I'm feeling emotional. I don't necessarily love it.  I'm actually surprised I'm feeling what I'm feeling.

I would say it's a surprise, but actually emotion always is.  Aside from the usual ones that you can expect to have when you would - you can kind of predict if you get bad news you get sad, bad traffic makes you angry and frustrated, etc - all the others are always a surprise.

They are indicators I'm feeling something deeper than I realized.  So I'm breathing.

I don't know what else to write about right now, except that I'm feeling sad. It's probably completely out of proportion to what is happening.  That, unfortunately, is not surprising.